Joe and I went to Cleveland this past weekend to visit with and say good bye to family and friends. There will be more in-depth description and pictures of the weekend coming as I get the photos sorted out.
I don't think that the idea of us moving to a foreign country has entirely sunk in for me. I think about it... I talk about it; but I don't think I really understand what we are doing. This weekend brought reality right to my door as I said goodbye to people that I probably won't be seeing for years. I left Cleveland in a flurry of tears that lasted almost to Columbus. In my head I kept asking myself "Why are we doing this?"
When I talk about my sadness, people are fond of telling me "At least this isn't forever". Of course I know it isn't forever! For goodness sake, Joe and I are planning a visit back to the States for the Christmas holidays. Knowing that I will still see people doesn't make me feel any better though. I'm still sad....
I think I will call this pre-homesickness....
I don't think that the idea of us moving to a foreign country has entirely sunk in for me. I think about it... I talk about it; but I don't think I really understand what we are doing. This weekend brought reality right to my door as I said goodbye to people that I probably won't be seeing for years. I left Cleveland in a flurry of tears that lasted almost to Columbus. In my head I kept asking myself "Why are we doing this?"
When I talk about my sadness, people are fond of telling me "At least this isn't forever". Of course I know it isn't forever! For goodness sake, Joe and I are planning a visit back to the States for the Christmas holidays. Knowing that I will still see people doesn't make me feel any better though. I'm still sad....
I think I will call this pre-homesickness....
i'm sad for you when i read this :(
Theresa
I'm mad at myself now that I re-read this. I'm not even 10 post into this thing and it sounds like all I do is complain... I vowed to approach it with a positive attitude and I need to remember that and stop whining :(